A rowing poem

Melissa Varnavas shares this wonderful poem about rowing out to an island for a picnic one summer day that suddenly becomes stormy.

The rowing poem

It started to rain. Wind sent the empty

sandwich bags sailing.

I do not remember

if they fluttered off like seagulls

or if a sudden gust filled the plastic, fat

like some tuna-loving cat

that neglected to look before it danced over

the side of the rocking canoe, touched the waves.

Disappeared. It started to

rain. The wind picked up. The tide changed.

Remember tying up at some mooring to eat lunch?

It had been such a nice day. Remember the worn out life

jackets we used as seat cushions? I turned to face

you, dangled my feet over the sides, tipped my toes into the rocking

water. We swayed with waves from passing boats, the smell

of suntan lotion, the day, and the wind, and the clouds, baby

oil, diesel, and rain, and the islands. I have danced in the rain

with you like a wet cat so many times, I have forgotten.

That day we took our positions again, stern and aft, perched

on white fiberglass. You always steered. I did not know how.

We put the boat in at Sandy Point. Picked up our paddles,

stashed the cooler, used the life jackets as seat cushions.

Was it me, the weak one, struggling against

the current, pining for any opportunity to give up?

I’m sure it was me. I have no courage for such things.

It thundered and rained, after the tide changed

and after the wind picked up, and we were nearly home.

I so wanted to stop. Stash the canoe on the beach and walk

back to the truck. or find a phone and call

for help. I have no courage but you pushed.

Said, come on. It was raining and I heard the thunder,

distant. There was the canoe and you and me, some unexpected

weather. A cooler with Coronas, Zimas, some Pepsis, tuna sandwiches. The tide

was with us on the way out. Misery Islands out there,

on our right. The shore on our left—Quincy, Dane, Lynch, West—

a short swim away. The sun was good and the sea smelled like the sea,

smelled like the wind and the rain and the sun and the beer

and the sandwiches. I think we tied to someone’s mooring. I think I

turned to face you, dangled my feet over the sides, tipped

my toes into the water, until the wind picked up and the tide

changed. We rowed and rowed and got

a fit of the giggles at the thought

of getting nowhere. It started to rain. Nothing

happened. That’s not to be expected. We are good

and strong and fine so many years from then, weathered,

smelling like sun and sweat and salt and sea, rowing.

Mid-laugh the tide took us back

to where we were. And maybe that’s the crux of it. It grew

dark. I remember. The tide

changed.

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